About Madds

Growing up, I would have never believed that I would be here today sharing my inner creative visions, my experiential reflections, and essentially exposing my psychology. Even so, I am here today not only for myself but for the higher purpose of humankind. Born with an innate confidence and curiosity, I have been blessed enough to come into this world looking through naturally optimistic and idealistic eyes. However, from a young age, I realized I felt differently and more intensely than most of my peers. It was only in 2021 that I finally figured out where my inner dramatized and intense internal experiences had derived from….. my unknown neurodivergence. While children are experiencing the world wrapped up mostly within their own Egos’ perspective, I had never known how dramatized and extravagantly emotional mine had been. I had always used various forms of creating to either get more in touch with my emotions or find a way to distance myself from the noise and confusion that I had felt from the outside world at times. However, growing into adulthood I found myself struggling to make time for the things that touched my soul on top of handling the mundane daily tasks….. so as a result I felt that I no longer had time to create. As the seasons changed I invested more and more of my time and energy into society’s idea of normalized success and had been “succeeding” very well, especially in high school and early on in college. Except, nobody knew how much I had been struggling internally, not even myself. I had accidentally been living a life on autopilot, like a passenger on a plane where the destination wasn’t one where I felt I could make enough of a difference when I arrived. I was no longer excited. I was lost. So, I took a journey to find my way back to myself and I found more than I could have ever imagined. Not only about the trauma and emptiness I had been subconsciously carrying around but also how to navigate these human experiences healthily through the power of the subconscious mind. It was the powerful discoveries of diving deeper into the subconscious, the enlightenment of my previously unknown neurodivergent ADHD mind, and my uniquely beautifully painful past experiences that showed me the powers of healing, connecting deeper, and doing everything with intention. So, I intend to use Madd Divergent Design to bring people together to co-create an understanding that being your unique self is bringing the collective together, NOT dividing it. So let's design some beautiful yet subtly subconscious reminders and mantras to love ourselves and others. I'm truly grateful you found me.

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